Fantastic Explosion Of Time

hey guise. hey. so life goes on and I’m just kind of going through the motions. I benefit from the single life but I’m always so lonely. so very lonely. I just hope that I really wont end up alone. I wish I had that knowledge of the future to save myself some grief. But my mind is always thinking. my mind is always playing tricks on me. my mind is getting lost in a shitload of emotion. It’s nice to have something as working to keep my mind distracted. distractions are all I have. It’s 2012 and it’s obviously time for change. I need to start thinking more positive and not too much. I am my worst enemy in the long run. Why can’t I just let myself be happy? Why must I feel this way about you? Life goes on and I’m just trying to get somewhere nice. something that shows my hard work paid off. I wish I could unleash my mind from the ridiculousness that emotion brings. it’s such a drag. drag-a-lag.